8 posts from February 2008

I had changed my hair to be very black ..
I think it's too dark , even shadow is black  (T w T*)
but for examination i can do it!!

This is long time ,about 2 week ago. (=ﾟωﾟ)
I'm so happy to be with them ,they're really good friends and funny (っ>ω<)っ
though everyone is not studying in the same school .
but we're really love,miss each other.

Whatever it's happened with me..
I should be strong and go on.

Good luck , I have good friends.

I got it today!
Sweet Vacation : Do the Vacation
The singer is the friend of my friend that's why i bought it :D
mea 's voice is very cute . ( > w < )
she such good in Japaneses , i love her songs.

Today is bad day.
I didn't done anything ..and cry a lot.
I always think that my important thing will run away.

what i love,what i still have ...that's because i lost many.
and it's hurt.

and i afraid to loss again

...thought about us..

I'm really bloody fool for him
he ever said that  he cannot broke up with me
,all the thing that he can do is only patience it

I have no idea to say anything .
he is a good person
and cannot broke up with me because he's my first boyfriend
that's responsibility

nobody need me , i know that even my family.
 what i livening for... ??
i don't know

I wish that someday i can find my place
and they're not run away from me.

wanna be slim !! wanna be beauty !! MORE
cause I'm so jealous when I know that my HONEY talk with another girls.
 too bad.. ,  I never felt like this before..

I realize that make-up is not true beauty

I HATE MY SELF (T w T'')

AHHHHH

what a fucking fresh  milk!! 
I wanna drink more but too expensive  = w =''

Many bad story was happened with me (T_T)
but I'm still O key..

because..

you're always with me
and I believe everything gonna be fine.

Thank you for everything and loves
that you're alway give .

( 2008.02.10 = Our 1st Love anniversary 's Day )